I Dare U...

Not In This Life Time...
Yea so my mom is being a bitch saying that Ty is being disrespectful because he makes me walk to the car when he picks me up....its stupid. I dont want him to get out of the car you know? I dont see how he is being disrespectful. I told my mom thats not how everything works now a days and she said yea ask Christy...my step sis. I said no mom I dont care he doesnt have to get out of the car...she goes and I dont have to let you go. I am bout to go crazyt being here with her. She bitches because I am always gone...I told mom thats what I do on weekends and shit. I dunno I think she is just being stupid. She doesnt understand how things work with me because I have not lived here in a while. Its stupid. My dad just lets me go knows that Illl be home on time and doesnt even trip like my mom does. All she does is trip out on what I do. And its pissing me off. She cant tell me how to run my relationship with Ty and tell me that he is being "disrespectful" cause he is not. He asks me if he wants me to walk out or if I want him to come up. grr I am agrivated!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: *Watches Lizard in window*

Boring Monday
Well umm today was a typical monday....I was hot and aggitated most of it but Ty made me better...Um I dunno what else to say...I love ty tho!

J

Current Mood: blah

Weekend
Well my weekend I spent most of it with Ty...naturally :) We watched the baby for most of it it was cool. Well umm...

FRIDAY- Well Ty and I had planned to go to the movies and see American wedding...well I ended up getting sick after we ate at the mall so Stasia,Beryy and us two chilled at tys and watched Final Destination 2.

SATURDAY-Ty called me at about 12 and told me he would be pickin me up in about 30 minutes. So I took a shower and left with them at 1230 and we went and ran errands. Well Umm I dont remember some of the night...I do klnow that we ended up going to see American Wedding that night then I spent the night at Tys and slept with him and the baby.

TODAY(SUNDAY)- Well today was just a lazy day Ty and I slept till about 2 and got up. Around 330 we went over to Laurens to visit her. She looked sad and I feel bad for her. Well then Ty and I were off to the Mall at about 5 to look for some new pants and shirts for him. He found a really nice button up orange plad shirt and some jeans. He is gunna go with his grandmother tomrorrow to buy them.

Well I miss him already and it sux. But ohg well. I just am already lookin forward to seeing him after school tomorrow...I Love Him SO much!

-J

Current Mood: happy

You All Hear?
I am sure veryone knows I dint go home lasst night.

My dad found out I was fucked up Friday night and bitched at me took away my truck....found out I still smoke...all that. Well he was egging me on as ususal....and I am sick of taking peoples bullshit. I am not a pushover anymore. I went and stayed at a friends house. And I was safe. I actually was gunna go to school today too but I didnt wake up to the alarm so I stayed at my friends helped their neighbors move and stuff.

Right now I am getting a bunch of bullshit from Claire. She makes me laugh now.

Anyways...sorry I know I worried somepeople but I am fine now. I dunno what I will be doing later but I wont be at home too much longer. I think I will be at my moms now just till I figure other shit out. I am just sick of taking peoples shit especially my dads. Normally I would be a pussy and just go home but I said "fuck that" and didnt. I am 17 and YES I KNOW I am a legal adult. Fuck anyone who thinks differently...

Jay

Current Mood: annoyed

*Yawn*
Well today is the 13th and its Ty and my 5 month thing. I am happy. I got to spend a lil time with him today and we smiled the whole time. He makes me so happy :)

Anyways today was a rather long day but not too bad. Umm well I dunno what went on too much. Went to Stasha's for a bit and she invited me back over but I thought it may be weird with out Ty, I am hoping Ty calls me tonight tooo! Well anywho....

Cat came down last night spent the night at my dads. I told Ty about it he wasnt too fond of it. So I brought him with me to meet her. She knows I have a bf now too. I would never do something like that to Ty I dont know why he was worried but oh well I do that sometimes too. Laura and Lauren met her too. Cat told me she was kinda jelouse too when she saw me with Ty...oh well.

I Love u Ty :)

Jay

Current Mood: happy

*Big Smile*
Ok here is some info u DONT want to know but...I MUST SAY! Sex is GREAT ater a week without it lol...

Well I am actually doing my homework right now bout to go take a bite to eat then do my english essay YAY! Well anywho...I miss Ty :( I am sad I know...no need to tell me this. Well I am at my moms house (only to sleep and stuff) my dad is out of town which is cool. I just remembered that Ty has to work tomorrow :( Well anywho...a friend may be comming down from houston I dunno. She might. Well later Cats!

Jay

Current Mood: happy

*sigh*
I dont want Ty going to Black Cat toniht...I know his sister want him to go but I dont. I was tearing up while he was on the fone because I started to think....What IF he dances with someone and picks her over me....what if he gets fucked up and does something stupid again...what if...he.... I dunno I shouldnt be worried about it but when he said "I love YOu" to me today I didnt really respond because I was too busy thinking of stuff. I care about him so much...I need a guy to talk to about this kinda stuff...but I cant really trust many guys...just a thing
Well today was my first day as a senior...it sucked....I dunno not soo soo bad but yea enough to where I dont want to go. My classes are not bad I will post them later dad has my schedual so far. I do have third lunch with Lauren again tho so its not sooooo bad you know? I still need to go find supplies...none of my teachers except my chemistry one asked for supplies. I guess just a binder and papaer. I got put in some Adv. Reading shit which is a prep course pretty much for the SAT's and shit. I dunno it sounded ok but it sounded hard. I need to work on that and chemistry hopefully everything else will work ok for me....thats all for now

Jay

Current Mood: depressed

*Raises Eyebrow*
Ummm so I got something new done to my hair, got an inch cut off and then it layered....i dont really like it very much...I also FINALLY got my nails done they look pretty.
I went and saw S.W.A.T today and it was not very good...I thought there would be a llttle bit more actioney....if thats even a word.
I wanted to see Trav yesterday but I didnt and I have yet to see him.... TRAVIS! I MUST see you before you leave!!!!
BLah today was just a lazy day. Last night Ty and I fell asleep at about 7ish and I woke up at 11:15 realizing I had to go home. It sucked because I wanted to stay I was cummfy....
Dad found out the phone bill from when I went to Florida...I am sure everyone knows what happend....I let Ty take my truck and he came to Fl to see me then he got arressted on the way back and my truck was impounded....so I was calling....on my cell...(i am not nation wide) and It ran my bill up to $107....Dad says he is gunna take my fone but he prolly wont cause then he wont be able to know where I am and what I am doin....I dunno
I start school tomorrow...Joy....not really I am already looking forward to after school so I can go see Ty....Well anyways
I think thats about it....

Later
Jay

Current Mood: tired

Out and About
I swear I think people are out to piss me off today. Ty has already done it...I find out shit from everybody about him but he fails to tell me anything....*sigh* everyone was going fuckin like 30 mph on the damn road....My dad gripped at me its a daily thing....and hen I went to go get my nails done so I would feel a bit better and the damn place dont take discover. *SIIIIIIIIGH*
ANywho I am at home now waiting on the next thing to piss me off. But yea I am actually wearing tenni's not flip flops...they are quite cummfy too. Well I think I am done bitching ....for now!

Jay

Current Mood: pissed off

Im Back
Yes so I am back from South Padrea now...YAY! I had an alright time. I guess I was a bit home sick most of it but still had fun. Lauren and I chilled in the hotel room most of the time btu we had fun.
Well I must say I was so fucking ditzy on this trip too. Lauren adn everyone else decided to pick on me about it too. Not bad because I am use to Trav and Billy but yea lol.
Well Anyways I went and saw Ty yesterday...After he got off work I found out something I didnt want to know and wost of all from the person I really didnt want to hear it from.
Ty had a problem with Claire too....she went over to his house 2 days ago and attacked him. She was talking shit on us two and told Ty not to tell me. But what boyfriend wouldnt tell his girl if someone was talking shit on them....*sigh* I dunno....I hate Drama.
We start school next week....joy....Not....ummmmmmm Well anyways I suppose that is all. I am gunna go do some laundry now.

I want my nails done dammit!

Jay

Current Mood: exhausted

Gir
This Hotel we are staying in right now sucks so bad. Its gay. Our air is broken and lamp and yea. Well some guy just hit on me it was weird. Damn mexicans...lol jk. Well anyways I just wanted to complain....BYES!

*needs

Guess
Guess where I am....SOUTH PADRE! hehe Just thought I would say hello!

Jay

Hm
Yes well I knwo I have not kept my promise to updating this lol. Im not home all that often and when I am I am sleeping.
Dad pulled Ty and me to the table the other day to "talk" and he goes..."SO about this truck...." and all he said basically was that next time I need to let him know when Ty needs my truck. Then he went into how I let mom ride in my truck and he throws a fit saying that she didnt pay half of the truck so she cant ride in it and I cant do her favors. I told him we didnt need to talk about this in front of Ty and he said "Yea we do" I told him that mom pays me to help her and I feel bad for even taken her money cause she is my mother. Its bullshit...*sigh* thats my dad

Anyways I am about to go to running start and stuff and I dont want to...I dont want anything to do with school yet. Speaking of School Ty starts at LIT in January...which is good I am proud of him...

Well after I get done with running start today I am gunna go watch Stasha's baby Randy. She is the prettiest sweetest baby in the world. Ty and I always watch her. Well anyways....I suppose that is alll

Later Guys

Jay

Current Mood: exhausted

WoW!
OK! Hey there. Been a while I must say. Ummm Well alot has gone on. I am on speaking terms with matt....Im dating ty.....and I am confused as hell. Right anyways I dunno what to talk about....I do but Im not gunna.....Lauren is abck from Hawaii! Yay She is back I missed her. I went and saw Bad Boys 2 It was a greaaaat Movie. I had wanted to see that for sooooo fucking long. ANYWHO. I am awaiting Tys call at the moment I may type later. I am gunna keep this journal up to date more....READ ME lol....

*waves to Matt,Lauren,Bill,Jamie,Trav....whoever!*

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Magic Stick *50 Cent

Dont Know
I dunno what is wrong wit me today. I was alright earlier today too. I just kinda went down hill. I keep wanting to ask Ty sumthing but I cant. I want to ask him if he is happy when he is around me. I think I will ask him when I see him today. But yea. I guess I have just been thinking too hard or sumthing. Well we were watching Drumline in choir and I think it is a pretty good movie. i may have to rent it this weekend. But anywho. 2 motnhs till Ty and Dustin leave. I dont want either of them to leave. Both are real good friends of mine. I didnt do my math exam review so I am gunna fail bad. But oh well I am going to summer school for it anyways, but yea. People are noticing something wrong with me today. I really dont know what is tho.
I went to defensive driving yesterday. All it is is a review of drivers ed. So It is really boring. I am taking Ty to his first day back at Sonic today lol. Yay. what is eating me is that I really need/want to talk to him about somthing but I cant cause I am too chicken shit.*shrug*
Yea Jereme...my ex is going back to jail...dont know for how long but he said 4 years. Some how I think that he is lying. he has a bad habit of that. well anyways I think I am gunna go see him before he goes back to jail on wed. Well tomorrow we start exams. Joy. 1st period is my ath exam. I am gunna fail it like i do everything else....

Jen

Current Mood: scared

Why
I was just walking down the halway with Laura and Ellen asked if Ty and I were dating yet and I said no....Laura said something about me and him just being fuck buddies. I got really deffensive and said NO u know I think Ty may actually care about me more than that. And Laura said..."well u all fuck" I said no....You know there is more to it. I dont know I feel as if he actually cares about me.
*random* I got an email from my ex surprisingly the other day and as soon as I saw Oortael3 I was like WAIT! why the hell is he emailing me. He was wondering why I ignored him in the mall. I was like I dont know. I didnt think he wanted to talk to me or something
Well I spent the weekend with Ty and had a good one. I was going to spend the night with him Lauren and John at his house but my dad was being an ass. So I got to go home and sleep alone that night :( But I went and crawled in bed with him the next morning. John thought I was lauren so he rolled over and put his arm around me and goes "Mmmmmm" I was like uhhh....and Ty glared lol. I was tempted to ask Ty if he was happy when he is around me but I didnt. I chickend out. I called him at 9:30 (in 3rd period) He had to go to Orientation for his Job at 10 this morning.I am hoping they dont make him work today. *crosses fingers* but he prolly has too. Well yea anyways. I hope to get to spen the night at Tys this weekend. But I guess that is all...

Later

Current Mood: cold

WTF
Saturday out of no where Matt talked to me. Now I am not complaining but now I cant get it outta my head and shit. We had a conversation and acted like normal people. SOmetimes I miss that and I know you all think I am pathetic for it but it is the way I feel. I realized how easy it is to be civil much more easier than to fight. Anyways We were talking about computers and he was trying to tell me how to fix something...and I dont remember I need to find out again. But yea...I wish we could just talk randomly like that it would be great tog et to know him again but I know that wont happen I am just pleased with the fact we can be civil around eachother. Well I suppose that is all Later

Jen

Current Mood: confused

Yay!
35 Minutes till Lauren and I leave for Houston! YAY! We are gunna have fun...miss Ty and John tho but have fun! Later everyone have fun on spring break

J

Current Mood: bouncy

Uh
No Clue what to write. I am Happy tho...there ya go!

J

Current Mood: blank

Happy!
I am NOT waisting my time....*big smile*

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: System Of A Down: Spiders

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